Monday, August 9, 2010

Focus

Many small things. Some larger ones. Not much that fits well into words. Seeing Sansha taking people from worlds. Coming back and wanting to nest.

I want to be around as Maia grows.

As much as possible, I want to bring my work together.

And... I'm spending all my spare time at Jacob's place, which we're talking about making ours.

Bought kei flowers at Rens bazaar. We don't have vases for them so I re-cut them in a bucket, remembering Auntie Yana's instructions for that. Remembering Auntie Yana. The smell of them is sweet and clear and makes me smile, as though it's summer festival time and the houses will be blessed.

It's good with Jacob. It's very good.

I've been gathering things together. Moving my bases. Sorting things out so they're where I need them.

Finally tidying away the remnants of other times. Cleared out Pied en l'Air and gave up the contract on the place. Closed the Dreambridge.

I'll go to Paiho again, and swim in the lake there.

I'll freeze.

Must make sure the steamhouse is stoked.