Who can I talk to?
Who can I tell the things I'd need to tell for it to make sense?
Who would I listen to?
Auntie Ellie's out among the outworkers. I could find her, maybe. She helped me with Maia. Helped me catch: left me to tear. She works with people who want medicine, or clan news, or who've lost their way and need to know they can come back. My concerns have been... more spiritual. We don't seem to have much medicine for those.
Hey, I don't seem to hear the voices any more, or feel their presence. I miss them.
I can so see that going well.
I'm... involved with an outsider. With him I found the trance state, and the erendati, strongly... and maybe the whispers of the ancestors.
How could I find that with him and not with kin?
Is it all just biochemistry?
Do I care?
When I was a child it was real.
Personal Diary 23.2.115
10 years ago
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