In my body again, marked with my marks: tribe, sub-tribe, clan, name-mark; voluval; first-child. Stretch marks nearly faded by the treatments. Wound nearly healed.
I've left a clone marked in other ways. I wish... I wish I could have brought those marks with me: to know them, even to show them.
I've had that clone well over a year. It was Kahu's gift of freedom to me: unmarked, able to determine its own beginnings.
While I'm away I'm having that clone marked with my marks. I'd like to live as though it's the real me living my life.
I don't know how to be a peaceweaver who flies and kills. That'll be an adventure.
I find myself wanting to be all my 'me's together.
I want privacy. I want to tell the worlds.
Personal Diary 23.2.115
10 years ago
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